i've finally settled down~
i mean on my new laptop^^
MY OWN!
gyahahaha how many times must i emphasize this :p
anw, i'm damn damn damn damn happy now~
okay let's talk about the weird encounters i had yesterday (and i kept my promise, didn't i?)
(
but who would read my entries anw whatever)
this whole week was kinda rushed, okay now i've decided to talk about this whole week(i'm a girl, girls are fickle okay? :p)
i couldn't drag myself up on monday.
i mean, it's the start of the actual holidays, and we still have to go back to school after mugging for a year?
ughhhhhh.
i don't like nchs :(as usual, i'm always late even though i got up early-.-
but lucky the first lesson was chinese, LOL nothing much to do anyway~
gehhh, the whole class' suddenly become chinese freaks._.
everyone(almost) was listening intently(okay maybe not really) to lai lao shi, i was almost dozing off LOL
maths was pure torture, not to mention ss-.-
no notes?!
self-made notes for the whole of chapter 6 wth -.-
argh
then after that i still had choir, another tiring day i guess :x
tuesday lessons as usual, ended an hour early^^
ehhh, 2 hours of english, ahahaha what did we do?
revise letter writing format -.-
.....(i forgot what happened again)
wednesday, i was damn nervous
it was the day of my mum's operation
after lessons i rushed home
my sister was alone and waiting for me
because the adults were working, my cousins and brother was at school
oh boy it must've been scary..
i've never been at home alone before, in retrospect to the fact that i live in such a big family
my mum and grandmother had already left the house earlier
i didn't know how to get there and moreover i had to look after the house
so i stayed
and used the computer (you must think, wtf? mum operation liao still use computer!!)
hahas
i was nervous, yes, but somehow i had to relieve some stress of mine
and i then realised that i forgot the day before was Arashi's 10th year debut anniversary (kill me please)
so i made that picture i posted in the previous posts
time passed, and then my mum was home again,
making a 'big' entrance by swishing the door open and saying "hello~"
that moment, i was relieved
my eyes were wet but i didn't let her see larh aiyohhh >///<
anyway anyhow, she's okay already
and i think that's the most important thing now :D
we should always treasure what we have now
i really understand that now
i wouldn't want to risk the chance of losing someone important to me again
i don't want to get sad all over again
i know it's inevitable that people will die when they are old
but you can't rule out the possibility that they can die
anytimei'm just glad that everything ended well :)
thursday went passed in a flash, nothing much except my usual lessons and slacking at home which included reading books, eating, and
sleepig sleeping. yes and no i'm a pig ^^
friday- a nerve-wrecking day of my first chem SPA, and 3 hours straight of choir thereafter
torture, i tell you
i woke up almost an hour too early yesterday, my brain messed up and feeling groggy because i didn't sleep well the night before
the last minute before i went out, i scribbled down some mole calculations on my notebook
the previous night, i wrote down precautions which came down to 20
i'm a perfect singaporean ^^
K-I-A-S-U
wahahaha
but i
want that full marks, damn it
at the start of the exam, my hands were already trembling, i didn't want to screw up again
following mrs hay's recommendation, i underlined all the important words and suddenly i heard the scrape of yetlin's chair (we were at the same table, how coincident!)
startled, i continued with underlining and tried to calm down
a while later i started, step by step
(and now step and go is playing in my wmp, i'm serious!)
my palms were sweaty, and i was pespiring because they switched off the fan not to disrupt with the recording of the temperature
whoo boy, and i had a hard time adjusting the bunsen burner, because the solution's somehow 'tempremental', sometimes bubblng vigorously when i adjusted a wee bit too big, and then nothing happens when i let it heat gently. ughh.
but in the end i got a beautiful residue^^
i have to commed myself for doing all the heating from sec 1 till now, wahahaha :D
but i love to heat things LOLno i meant i like to use the bunsen bur-
either phrase sounds wrong, heckkkk
soon after i wrote my report as neatly as i could(my hands were still sweaty and trembling)
my words sucked -.-
____ and ____ accidentally lifted their papers too high, i got a glimpse of it and whew, they all drew in the extra row of the table in the results
not that i wanted to see it, it's just coincidental. not my fault, yes?
XD
the clock ticked, and everyone had already finished doing the experiment and report
the weird thing was, during the last half hour while everyone was seated down, whatever anyone did would be immediately noticed by the people in the room
weird, you have to be there to experience it
when they finally told us to stop, i heaved a huge sign of relief (ojisan-ppoi, i know)
we then proceeded to the meeting room
, where a zoo awaited us:p
seriously, it was
that noisy
but then we joined in the ruckus anyway
finally we were released, then we proceeded to eat lunch
choir finally started, and for once i wasn't late(usually i am whenever we have holiday practises)
yesterday was tiring,my whole body ached after singing straight for three hours
we stood for that long, except for a 5-10min break
wooo. haven't done that for a long time already
but it was satisfying, yes i know i sound like a masochist
we learned 2 new songs, both english
oh and jessica if you're reading this, we're performing at the
esplanade concourse, not in the esplanade(although somehow it is)
it's still a good chance anw
back to learning the songs, our section was pretty pumped up yesterday^^
was self-satisfying to know that i put in effort to sing songs, make music
it was fun :)
but i'll have to be that pumped up everytime now, if not it'll be inconsistent
which ms yin has been having the same probelm with us for the past 10 months
something happened after choir, and omg i cannot believe that a junior could actually be so bold and blatant
like, you're a junior okay? how can you be rude to a section leader, somemore your senior?
____ i hope you're okay now O_O
the person who sabo-ed _____ would be on the chopping board if she ever found out, woah
dragging my tired body, i trudged up the stairs of 161
a guy sat in front of me, and i stared out the window like i usually do
i love people watching :]
a few stops later, a girl sat down beside the guy
at first i thought nothing was wrong, they were acting okay, like a couple should
but then later the 'guy' spoke
and i took a closer look at his/her? skin colour
i realised that
he was actually a
she'it's okay, there are tomboys, nothing to think so deeply about, aren't you a tomboy yourself?'
that's what i thought at first
but then while talking and joking(?) they went closer and closer
the first time the closed in, i thought they were playing or something, like best friends or something
but the second time when they closed in
i was shocked.
S-H-O-C-K-E-D.
i saw the girl that came up a few stops later lick her lips.
she. licked. her. lips.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG
my eyes grew wide
and i stared out the window all the way till my stop
okay, i know it was kaypoh of me to keep staring at them
but c'mon, they were like right in front of me??
how could i miss anything?
no, that came out wrong.
i mean, hahahah ok i admit it i'm auntie i want to know everything and couldn't tear my eyes away from them. LOL
ughhh.
i know i can't blame people for their personal prefrences, but..
i'm shocked.
it would've been okay if it was in a drama(self note: go watch Last Friends already!), but real life?
it just seemed so surreal(did i use this word correctly)
i think that girl was from a girls' school, i've seen her take the same bus as me before and sit with the same gu- errr, girl
you know what they say about girls' school
(no offence to those attending girls' school, i'm from a mixed school sorraye :x)
lucky i didn't sceam or smth
dazed, i got down the bus. or should i say confused.
haha my mental state at that point of time was- confusing,mixed with drowsiness, confusion and a rumbling tummy ._.
i walked home from hougang mall, it was only 2 bus stops away
along the way, i met with some weird/strange encounters again
i don't know if i was too observant of my surroundings at that time
but it was like i've never seen those things before
someone sporting similar hairstyle matsujun had, only slightly straighter (the guy looked nerdy, gosh)
and some other i forgot
(like i said, i have stm)
i was too tired, can't remember much except for that encounter on the bus :x
oh well
when i got home i negotiated with my sis, and i finally for my own laptop~!
even though it's used and don't even have microsoft words or type out chinese words(let alone hiragana/katakana)
everything is just 丸々 <-something like that (if you can see it means there's nothing wrong with your computer)
i don't know what i'm typing, can't see it; if you can then just treat it as if i'm spouting gibberish X3
spent like 4 hours transferring my files and downloading the softwares i need
but it's a nice feeling to have, something of my own~
now i can learn how to control myself more and not have to fight with my sis over who should use the laptop
it's supposedly windows vista, but my cousin downgraded to windows xp i think ._.
(yes it's a cast away from my cousin, whatever)
oh well, as long as i have something of my own ^^
omg, i think this model is the one some of the teachers use in school :x
ahh, whatever
woo i think after typing such a long post, i'm used to this keyboard already :D
O-levels chinese on tuesday, i want that A1!!
(i'm still slacking, LOL)
all the best to me ne^^
hmmm~
today i'm gonna go edit/make a few more pictures, so i'm one step closer to making my own hp themes~
:D
(ughh damn the people building roads or whatever, stop messing with my internet connection! -.-)
oh and today i downloaded arashi moodthemes!
finally, omg i couldn't tear my eyes away from the gifs (even the horny ones LOL)
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okimiyage , yayyyyy XD
and oh anyone knows where to download the japanese emocotions? (i don't know how to spell it LOL)
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